mysterious ways

When I sit and stare and watch the world go by, I always think: God works in mysterious ways.

One day you're in love, and next day you lose that person, and five years down the road you know why God saved you from being with him. Both of you were just not meant to be. Looking back, if you're still with that person, your life would just be worse off in all aspects. Star-crossed lovers, as the story goes.

Then you fall in love with someone else, who you think will be able to love you unconditionally, only to find out later that you are absolutely wrong.

Disillusioned, played, blinded. 

But then again, he has given you everything you needed - comfort, material things, company, security, someone there for you all the time, every time. He can give you the world, but never his whole heart.

So you live with it, you soldier on, these mysterious ways.

 One of my Bali photos. Taken at Tanah Lot.

And then we went to Perhentian, where I dived at Sugar Wreck for the first time.