I'm relieved - not happy, not overjoyed, not jumping up and down. Just RELIEVED. I think I've become a normal person once again - why? Because I finally dread the thought of going to work tomorrow morning. I'm finally thinking - MONDAY, how I wish tomorrow's another weekend in my own Neverland.
Ever since "the plague", I've been using work as an outlet for me to forget what's going on in the real world. A form of escapism, if you must. Drown myself in annual report drafts, CSR presentations, newsletter articles, BD presentations, company events, random bloghopping and what-have-you. It is the only place where I am in control of things. (Except when da boss is in a bad mood la kan). And I liked being at work.
So why the sudden change?
On Saturday, September 1st 2007 at 7:01 pm, he finally let me go.
That makes this my first blog entry as a single mother I suppose. I will refrain from using the phrase "first OFFICIAL blog entry" cuz I don't know whether to call it official or not. For me, it IS official because he HAS said it. But we are going to court this Thursday and things might just take a different turn. Nonetheless, a lafaz is still a lafaz. I am no longer someone's wife (and for personal reasons shall not talk about how I feel about that right now, in a different entry maybe...)
So is this Mak Jan/MJ/J Lo title official or no, then?
19 comments:
hope all goes well. hugs...
Good luck for this new life chapter. Work for a better future.
No wonder malam tadi aku mimpi kau masak desserts for us, satu periuk besar, I tell you. Mimpi aku memang ada makna rupanya.
Anyway, that J. Lo title doesn't suit you sebab your rear tak cukup besar/lebar.
eddy.. thanks dear! my friend ckp i can go mintak MC at the clinic because a friend broke up with her boyfriend and got 3 days off!
dnas, wow.. masak dessert? There'll be more of that to come I suppose now that I have more free time and space. Camne nak buat bontot macam JLo without making my perut equally besar huh?
hrmmm.. siapakah ur fried yg bagi advice yg sungguh tak bermoral tu?
dalie ajak celabrate.. but i thot yesterday big apple & pan pac hi-tea were the celebration.. aiyoo-yoo , nak makan lagi? dnas.. jom. The Apartment?
-aku yg bergumbira cuti sakit, huhu!!-
p/s: hope none of my colleague reads ur blog!
Well, I'm the MJ (Michael Jordan) and I guess you as J Lo....needs a lot of work out.Hehehe.
Oh btw, this week aku kerja kul 11mlm.Boleh gi celebrate lagi. The Apartment - ok gak.But not Friday night.
Biasalah, schedule mengalahkan Dr sekarang ni. suka2 hati kena tukar.
MC? whoa... y la dulu I didnt ask for that? instead I looked like a zombie at work. anyway, petua nak rear like Jlo, just sit on your ass and eat lotsa of carb. It worked for me. But careful, it's almost impossible to get rid of it!
hana ntah.. siapa ntah kawan aku yang sikit2 mintak MC tu.. buat muka poyo, terus dapat mc.. cheh. i don't mind any celebration as long as got food mah. dalina coming to my house tonight.. so jom lah.. (aku dah menjangkit nachos punye penyakit nih)
dr spena, this week is cool. name the place and time. heheh. i'm ok with The Apartment - ko suka mamat Nigeria tu eh>???
eddy, i tried carbs but dia pergi kat my tummy flabs. ok la kalau pakai saree to work. maybe i should try torturing myself with corsets to accentuate the ass. hahah!
cik mimin..penyakit apa tuh, may i ask?
errr...what can i say? congrats?
cik nachos, penyakit menggunakan comment area ni as medium of communication..heheheh.. but that's your trademark la my dear.
za, a mini congrats would do. when the whole thing settle nanti baru a big-bang congrats.
hello dear,
hmm... all the best in your new life. every end is a new beginning. keep smiling. life is more beautiful when you smile.
ya yaaaaa...let's go to Jamaica or Tuvalu to celebrate. :p
guile, thanks... going to court on Thursday.. hope things go well with you too :)
za, Tuvalu? hahahahah... Jamaica best jugak kan? Rasta mannnnn
Titles?
That's the name of the video store near my place.
It's how you carry, present and know yourself that is most important.
Whatever others want to think of you, of what they think you are now, is irrelevant. Whatever step that was taken and done has been done, and no amount of undoing can ever undo it.
At least you should be able to think clearer now rather than think what's going to happen to you and if people are going to look down on you and so on.
Hey, you didn't end up in the meat freezer in 18 pieces. You couldn't have done it any better.
Titles? Hmm.. you must be staying in USJ!
Anyway, funny that you mentioned the hacked up guy in the freezer cuz the wife who was arrested was my batch-mate during my ATU days.
Yikkkkessss!! I just saw the pics on your Multiply.
I HAVE to go to Uncle Zai's.......gerem nak press the shutter ten thousand times.
Jazzy, yes I am in USJ. USJ16 to be exact.
You where la?
SD, I used to stay in USJ pre marriage days. Walking distance to Titles :) Now I'm happily situated opposite the Setiawangsa LRT station. Heheh...
Jazzy, ah. The other side of the world.
Not too far from one of my favourite satay perut joints actually.
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