Sunday, July 1, 2007

kaca dan permata

In trying times, you will know who is a friend or foe. Honestly, I have lost a very, very close friend ever since my 'marriage standoff' became officially public. Initially, I felt so betrayed, so hurt - but eventually, I thank the Almighty for showing me who I should trust and who I shouldn't. So, no regrets.

In difficult times too, you will bump into pleasant and unpleasant surprises. I was wholly terharu when my SILs offered their emotional support when I went back to Kedah. I did not expect that from them, because I thought H did such an excellent job portraying me as "the slut". Ironically, I was suprised when a very close family member turned her back against me. It was sad, but like I expected, anything can happen.

Thank you Zaza, for being there - although not in person, but on YM whenever I need to vent out. And to my 87-91 friends who have been a therapeutic group for me to hang out with! Last nite's dinner was fun - steak sandwich, cheese rolls and durian for dinner. What a way to gain a lifetime on the hips!

10 comments:

Unknown said...

No sweat. ;)

meandmylife said...

masih ramai permata....

all jazzed up said...

Za, i really appreciate you talking to mummy :)

meandmylife.. and thank you for being a permata too!

Anonymous said...

Wow.. you have friends from the same batch. How I wish to have this group of friends when I was in the downturn of my marriage.

all jazzed up said...

guile... hmmm... are you from STF as well?

Unknown said...

Ohhh..I just HAD to tell her. It was killing me each time I called home and she sounded as if she knew nothing (because she really didn't know anything!:p)

And it was about time I told her bout how I really felt.

D.N.A.S said...

Oh, that durian from your daddy's dusun was awesome!
(Sebenarnya aku tengah demam ni sebab makan sampai dekat 20 ulas malam tu.) Hehehe. Durian + steak + cheese = demam.

nachos said...

yoohoo..im here. sorry mimin, couldnt make it that night..boleh buat lagi sekali dinner tak? sure aku dtg punyerr..

Anonymous said...

nope. but my bestfriend is.

all jazzed up said...

za, i pun terkejut that she didn't have a clue!

dnas, since u like the durian so much next time my dad comes I ask him to bring again. Hari tu baru cursing that he brought 10 biji... Nasib baik you all datang. I gave away to my neighbours already pun ada byk lagi

nachos, i'm really going to organise a lot more weekend dinners. I have to do a lot of entertaining untuk mengubat hati yang lara ini. next dinner is themed SEAFOOD (hana suggested)